LYRICS

UPDATE: December 23, 2003
Lyrics to Demo 2003 are coming soon!!
 

RIPPED OUT THE MIRROR VICTIM OF THOUGHT
DEAR GOD CHILD NOW LOST LEAVE ME IN PEACE
AND SO YOU FALL I KNOW YOUR DEMONS GLITCH
SIX WEEKS SAME OLD STORY CRAWLING
WEIGHT OF THE WORLD IF I WERE YOU REAL
YOU KNOW D.O.M.
WALLS VOICES
WITHOUT END
WHAT HURTS ME...
RIGHT TO DIE
 

THE MIRROR 
CAN YOU HELP ME 
READ THE PAGES OF MY MIND 
CAN YOU STOP ME 
FROM GOING THROUGH THIS LIFE SO BLIND 
DON'T TURN YOUR BACK ON ME 
DON'T WALK AWAY, DON'T LOOK AWAY 
DON'T FEIGN THE SYMPATHY 
I SEE RIGHT THROUGH YOU 
EYES OF GLASS STARE BACK 
MY DOORWAY TO THE INSIDE CLOSED 
DOES THE MIRROR LIE 
INSIDE MY MIND, HIDING MY SOUL 
TO INSIDE 
WON'T YOU HELP ME 
I ONCE REACHED OUT BUT LOST MY HOLD 
I JUST CAN'T SEE 
WHY THIS LIFE LEAVES ME SO COLD 
JUST LIVED A BROKEN DREAM 
I'VE SLIPPED AWAY, I'VE GONE AWAY 
ALL WRONG SO IT WOULD SEEM 
ALL WRONG 
SIMPLE TWIST OF FATE 
HAS CHANGED MY LIFE LEFT ME BEHIND 
PULL MY STRENGTH FROM HATE 
I'LL FIND A NEW WAY TO INSIDE 
TO INSIDE 
FULL OF SIN-GIVING IN 
HIDING STRENGTH-WITHIN 
MAKING PAIN-HIDING SHAME 
NO ONE KNOWS YOUR NAME 
CAN YOU HELP ME, CAN YOU STOP ME 


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CHILD NOW LOST 
WAS TOO YOUNG TO UNDERSTAND BUT I NEVER FELT SO INVADED 
DREADFUL DREAMS REMIND ME MY HORRORS NEVER FADED 
WITHIN YOUR POWER DEFENSELESS, I WATCH MY LIFE BEING DESTROYED 
IN YOUR HANDS I'M JUST A CHILD, WITH NO FUTURE TO FILL THE VOID 
ABUSED FOR SELFISH PLEASURE TWISTED SHAMBLES OF MY MIND 
TOO ASHAMED TO COUNTER ATTACK, KILLING YOU WOULD BE TOO KIND 
TRY AND KEEP YOU IN MY PAST, BUT MY MEMORY REMAINS INTACT 
I'VE BEEN SCARRED FOR ETERNITY BECAUSE OF YOUR HEINOUS ACT 
CHILD NOW LOST, BUT THE CHILD NOW CRIES 
NOW AN ADULT, BUT THE CHILD NOW TRIES 
TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN WITHOUT PAYING THE COST 
NEVER-ENDING SEARCH FOR THE CHILD NOW LOST 
KEPT YOUR SECRET TO THIS DAY, HIDING ALL THESE YEARS 
HOLDING ON NOW I MUST PAY AS I COUNT MY FUCKING TEARS 
SUFFERING FOR ALL YOUR SINS BUT TIME NEVER HELPS TO HEAL 
AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO CARES 
OR HAVE YOU FOUND OTHER SOULS TO STEAL 
CHILD NOW LOST BUT THE CHILD STILL CRIES 
NOW AN ADULT, BUT THE CHILD NOW TRIES 
TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN WITHOUT PAYING THE COST 
NEVER-ENDING SEARCH FOR THE CHILD NOW LOST 
TERROR KNOWS NO BOUNDARIES AND CONSCIENCE KNOWS NO SHAME 
I WON'T FORGET YOUR FACE, BUT I CAN'T RECALL YOUR NAME 
NO TIME FOR FOOLISH SYMPATHY, IT IS ALL TO LATE 
WRECKED MY LIFE WITH SICK DESIRES, DAMN THIS WORLD OF HATE 
CHILD NOW LOST BUT THE CHILD STILL CRIES 
NOW AN ADULT, BUT THE CHILD NOW TRIES 
TO DEAL WITH THE PAIN WITHOUT PAYING THE COST 
NEVER-ENDING SEARCH FOR THE CHILD NOW LOST 

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I KNOW YOUR DEMONS 
NOW I'VE DIED AND MADE YOU GOD, HERES WHAT YOU'RE TO DO 
GO AND FIND SOME HELPLESS SOULS TO BRING TO HELL WITH YOU 
SHOW NO MERCY, SPARE NO PAIN, TAKE ALL THERE IS TO GIVE 
MAKE THEM PAY FOR THINKING LIFE IS ONLY THEIRS TO LIVE 
HEY, YOU'VE MADE THE EVENING NEWS, TIME MAGAZINE 
PRESS KNOW YOU AS DR DEATH, YOUR CRIMES ARE SO OBSCENE 
BEEN INSIDE THIS HEAD SO LONG I KNOW YOU'LL SEE THE LIGHT 
ITS NO SIN, THIS WASTE OF SKIN, YOU'LL MUTILATE TONIGHT 
ITS OBVIOUS TO WHAT YOUR WEAKNESS IS 
RAPED AND CREATED FROM DEMON JIZZ 
I'VE BEEN IN YOUR HEAD, I SEE HOW YOU SEE 
YOUR LIFE WAS MADE TO PAY ALL FOR ME 
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE 
THERE'S A WAR INSIDE MY MIND 
THAT YOU COULD NEVER WIN 
I KNOW YOUR DEMONS 
MADE YOUR FAME FROM SPILLING BRAINS WHENEVER YOU'RE IN TOWN 
HALF THE FUN IS ON THE RUN, AND NEVER TO BE FOUND 
GIVE THE FOOLS SOME WORTHLESS CLUES, KEEP THEM ON THE TRAIL 
AMONG THE DEAD, YOU'LL LIVE YOUR LIFE PAMPERED IN JAIL 
ITS OBVIOUS TO WHAT YOUR WEAKNESS IS 
RAPED AND CREATED FROM DEMON JIZZ 
I'VE BEEN IN YOUR HEAD, I SEE HOW YOU SEE 
YOUR LIFE WAS MADE TO PAY ALL FOR ME 
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE 
THERE'S A WAR INSIDE MY MIND 
THAT YOU COULD NEVER WIN 
I KNOW YOUR DEMONS 
TAKE A LOOK INSIDE 
THERE'S A WAR INSIDE MY MIND 
THAT YOU COULD NEVER WIN 
I KNOW YOUR DEMONS 

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SAME OLD STORY 
DAYS GO BY AS PROBLEMS GROW 
SANITY DIES, NO ONE KNOWS 
RECOGNIZE THE DANGER, ADMIT YOUR FEAR 
REALIZE SOLUTIONS ARE NOT ALWAYS SO CLEAR 
SEE WHAT I MEAN SAME OLD SCENE 
IT'S THE SAME OLD STORY 
COULD FADE AWAY, ANY DAY 
WOULDN'T CHANGE THE WAY I'M FEELING 
SEE WHAT I MEAN SAME OLD SCENE 
IT'S THE SAME OLD STORY 
COULD FADE AWAY, ANY DAY 
WOULDN'T CHANGE THE WAY I'M FEELING 
WEAKLINGS PERSIST, BEAR THEIR SOULS 
NO ONE HEARS THEM, MINDS ARE CLOSED 
I'M SICK OF ALL THE BULLSHIT, TIRED OF NO RESPECT 
ACCUSATIONS FLY AND SEEM TO INTERSECT 
RECOGNIZE THE DANGER, ADMIT YOUR FEAR, 
REALIZE SOLUTIONS ARE NOT ALWAYS SO CLEAR 
SEE WHAT I MEAN 
SAME OLD SCENE 
SEE WHAT I MEAN 
SAME OLD SCENE 
SEE WHAT I MEAN 
SAME OLD SCENE 
DAYS GO BY AND NO ONE KNOWS 
NO ONE HEARS THEM BEAR THEIR SOULS 
SEE WHAT I MEAN SAME OLD SCENE 
IT'S THE SAME OLD STORY 
COULD FADE AWAY, ANY DAY 
WOULDN'T CHANGE THE WAY I'M FEELING 
SEE WHAT I MEAN SAME OLD SCENE 
IT'S THE SAME OLD STORY 
COULD FADE AWAY, ANY DAY 
WOULDN'T CHANGE THE WAY I'M FEELING 

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IF I WERE YOU 
THERE IS NO REASON FOR THIS EVIL 
THAT LIVES IN SICKENED MINDS 
TO TAKE A LIFE AND NOT THINK TWICE 
ABOUT THE PAIN YOU'VE LEFT BEHIND 
WITHOUT A CARE YOU SHRED AND TEAR 
INNOCENCE LOST TO A MANIAC'S CRY 
I'M TURNED ON AND SO PISSED OFF 
SO MANY WILL SUFFER FROM YOUR STATE OF MIND 
YOU LOOK RIGHT THROUGH MY MIND AND I WANT TO FEEL YOUR FEAR 
FOR THE LIVES YOU HAVE DESTROYED, THE PUNISHMENT WILL BE SEVERE 
IF I WERE YOU 
THERE WOULD BE NO SHAME 
ON YOUR LIFE 
I WOULD MAKE MY CLAIM 
I'D PAY BACK THE HELL 
YOU PUT ME THOUGH 
THAT WHAT I WOULD DO 
IF I WERE YOU 
MIDNIGHT FEEDS ON THE SHADOWS 
THAT ARE STALKING ME 
HERE I LAY WAKE AND PRAYING 
NO MATTER IF I BEG OR PLEAD 
HOW WILL I STOP THIS TORTURE 
OF MY BRAIN, MY MIND, MY SOUL 
ARE YOU MAN OR MONSTER 
HAS MADNESS TAKEN ITS TOLL 
I WOULD MAKE YOU SUFFER 
MY VENGEANCE SLOW AND TRUE 
TAKE THE TEARS I CANNOT HIDE 
AND FORCE MY GRIEF ON YOU 
MATCHING MY ANGER TO YOUR FURY 
I'D SHOW YOU JUST HOW IT FEELS 
TAKE YOU ON THAT SAME TWISTED ROAD 
UNTIL YOU UNDERSTAND MY PAIN IS REAL 
MY EYES BURN RIGHT THROUGH YOU 
ALL YOUR FEAR IS ALL YOU FEEL 
FOR YOUR LIFE HAS BEEN DESTROYED 
AND YOUR PUNISHMENT WILL BE SO REAL 
IF I WERE YOU 
THERE WOULD BE NO SHAME 
ON YOUR LIFE 
I WOULD MAKE MY CLAIM 
I'D PAY BACK THE HELL 
YOU PUT ME THOUGH 
THAT WHAT I WOULD DO 
IF I WERE YOU 
IF I WERE YOU 
THERE WOULD BE NO SHAME 
ON YOUR LIFE 
I WOULD MAKE MY CLAIM 
I'D PAY BACK THE HELL 
YOU PUT ME THOUGH 
THAT WHAT I WOULD DO 
IF I WERE YOU 
IF I WERE YOU 
IF I WERE YOU  


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RIPPED OUT 
HERE I AM, BACK AGAIN 
THAT DREADED DAY FROM YOUR PAST 
LOST IN A FANTASY, LIVED YOUR OWN REALITY 
THOUGHT YOU WERE FREE OF ME 
NEVER AGAIN TO BE SEEN 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
I BRING YOU PAIN 
ONCE AGAIN, HERE I AM 
THAT RIPPED OUT PAGE FROM YOUR PAST 
LOST IN A FANTASY, LIVE YOUR OWN REALITY 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
I BRING YOU PAIN 
I BRING NEW PAIN 
IN THE END, MAKE AMENDS 
AND LIVE AT PEACE WITH YOUR PAST 
JUST ONE MORE FANTASY, NO MORE REALITY 
GONE 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG, ALL ALONG 
I BRING YOU PAIN 
I BRING YOU PAIN 
I BRING YOU PAIN 
I BRING NEW PAIN 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG 
ALL ALONG, YOU WERE WRONG

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DEAR GOD 
TAKES ME TO A SACRED PLACE, THATS BURIED DEEP INSIDE MY HEAD 
SHELTERS ME FROM MY DISGRACE, WHILE THE AGONIES INSIDE ARE FED 
DEAR GOD, YOU WIN 
I AM THE SIN 
DEAR GOD, I'VE LOST 
MY HOPE 
THE COST OF LIVING ALL THESE YEARS, HAS COME AND PUSHED MY HEART AWAY 
SOUL OF STONE, DUST FOR TEARS, THE AGONIES ALL FADE AWAY 
DEAR GOD, YOU WIN 
I AM THE SIN 
DEAR GOD, I'VE LOST 
MY HOPE 
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP, TIME TO REALIZE 
AS WE ALL WAKE UP, TAKE THE TRUTH FROM THESE LIES 
I SAY DEAR GOD, I AM A MAN, I AM JUST ONE MAN 
CAN YOU HEAR ME, DEAR DEAR GOD 
CAN YOU SAVE ME, DEAR DEAR GOD 
I AM JUST ONE MAN, JUST ONE MAN, DOING ALL I CAN 
I SAY DEAR GOD, I AM A MAN, I AM JUST ONE MAN 
I AM A MAN,I AM JUST ONE MAN 
I AM A MAN,I AM JUST ONE MAN 
DEAR GOD, YOU WIN 
I AM THE SIN 
DEAR GOD 
DEAR GOD 
DEAR GOD 
ITS TIME TO WAKE UP, TIME TO REALIZE 
AS WE ALL WAKE UP, TAKE THE TRUTH FROM THESE LIES 


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AND SO YOU FALL 
JUSTICE IS SERVED AFTER ALL 
AND SO YOU FALL 
PUT THE BULLET IN YOUR HEAD 
REDEMPTION WHEN YOU BLED 
AND SO YOU FALL 
YOU TAKE A MAN, A NERVEOUS MAN, A WANTED MAN 
WITH NO REASON, REASON, REASON 
NO RULES 
WITH HIS BACK UP AGAINST THE WALL 
WILL HE STAND UP WILL HE FALL 
TAKE NO SYMPATHY, LOOK AT ME 
NO, NO, LOOK AT YOU 
STAND UP,STAND OUT 
REVEAL NO FEAR, NO DOUBT 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
WAY LOW, DOWN LOW 
FAR INTO FEAR THEY GO 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
JUSTICE IS SERVED AFTER ALL 
AND SO YOU FALL 
PUT THE BULLET IN YOUR HEAD 
REDEMPTION WHEN YOU BLED 
AND SO YOU FALL 
YOU TAKE A MAN, A NERVEOUS MAN, A RUTHLESS MAN 
WITH NO REASON, OUT OF SEASON 
NO RULES 
WITH HIS BACK UP AGAINST THE WALL 
WILL HE STAND UP WILL HE FALL 
TAKE NO SYMPATHY, LOOK AT ME 
I KNOW 
LOOK AT YOU 
STAND UP,STAND OUT 
REVEAL NO FEAR, NO DOUBT 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
WAY LOW, DOWN LOW 
FAR INTO FEAR THEY GO 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
WANTED MAN, RUTHLESS MAN 
NERVEOUS MAN 
HATED MAN 
WANTED MAN 
RUTHLESS MAN 
STAND UP,STAND OUT 
REVEAL NO FEAR, NO DOUBT 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
WAY LOW, DOWN LOW 
FAR INTO FEAR THEY GO 
START TROUBLE, GETAWAY 
SAME SHIT, DIFFERENT DAY 
JUSTICE IS SERVED AFTER ALL 
JUSTICE IS SERVED AFTER ALL 
AND SO YOU... 
FALL 

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SIX WEEKS
I STILL CAN'T SLEEP SOMETIMES
I SAW GOD THAT DAY
CAN'T GET OUT ON BORROWED TIME
WATCH IT FLOW AWAY
IF I DON'T WAKE UP
IF I DON'T, IF I CAN'T MAKE THE CHANGE
I TRY TO TAKE UP THERE'S NO WAY TO ESCAPE, GET AWAY
DON'T YOU WALK OUT DON'T LOOK AT ME
NO, I'M NOT BLINDED BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE
SOME THING YOU CAN'T PUSH AWAY
STILL DON'T EAT SOMETIMES
MY THOUGHTS RUN AWAY
AND IF I'M DROWNING
WILL YOU HELP ME
I'M HERE JUST IN TIME TO SEE
YOU REGRET, YOU'RE NOT HEARING ME
YOU DESCEND, TO YOUR END
NOT A FRIEND, THINK AGAIN
 BACK TO WHEN YOU WERE SO...
LOST AND LOSING SLEEP I SEE
 YOU KNEW IT WASN'T FAR
DON'T SHIFT THE BLAME ON ME
YOU KNEW ABOUT THIS ALL ALONG
AND YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE STRONG
SIX YEARS, SIX MONTHS, SIX WEEKS
SIX DAYS, STILL TIMES TO GO
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COMES
UNTIL TOMORROW LETS YOU KNOW
IF I COULD MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND
IF I KNEW WHAT TO SAY
LIFE IS FULL OF CHANGES
THEY DON'T ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY
SIX YEARS, SIX MONTHS, SIX WEEKS
SIX DAYS, STILL TIMES TO GO
YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COMES
UNTIL TOMORROW LETS YOU KNOW
IF I COULD MAKE YOU UNDERSTAND
IF I KNEW WHAT TO SAY
LIFE IS FULL OF CHANGES
THEY DON'T ALWAYS GO YOUR WAY

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WEIGHT OF THE WORLD 
SO TAKE THE PAIN AND GO
THERE'S NO WAY YOU COULD KNOW
ONE LOOK AT ME WON'T REVEAL WHAT I SEE, WHAT I FEEL
I KNOW YOU CAN'T TELL THAT ITS MY BITTER HELL I CONCEAL
YOU DON'T KN OW WHAT ITS LIKE BEING ME
WE'RE NOT ALL THE SAME
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
YOU CAN'T REACH MY SOUL
I CAN'T FILL THE HOLE
MY DEMONS UNSEEN, I CAN'T WIPE THE SLATE CLEAN
CAN'T REVEAL
IN ALL OF MY HASTE, ALL MY TIME WAS A WASTE OF THE TRUTH
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE BEING ME
WE'RE NOT ALL THE SAME
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
SO TAKE THE PAIN AND GO
I CAN'T FILL THE HOLE
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE BEING ME
WE'RE NOT ALL THE SAME
I FEEL THE WEIGHT OF THE WORLD ON MY SHOULDERS
I FEEL THE WEIGHT
I FEEL THE WEIGHT

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YOU KNOW
TIME AND TIME AGAIN, FEEL I'VE BEEN TOLD
JUST A LITTLE PAIN IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL
WELL, I'M STANDING IN THE FIRE
ALL MY WILL DESIRE
CAUGHT BETWEEN TWO MIDDLES
AND STILL ALONE
THROUGHOUT ALL THE CHANGES
MOVES AND REARRANGES
LOST MY MIND IN STAGES
AND STILL ALONE
LOT THAT YOU KNOW
LOT THAT YOU KNOW
NEVER THINKING, ONLY DRINKING IN THE SORROW
NO TOMORROW, ITS YOUR END
I DON'T KNOW
I DON'T KNOW
BUT YOU KNOW
SO IN I GO NEVER THINKING ITS YOUR END
I CAN'T CONTAIN ALL THIS FIRE
I CAN'T CONTROL THIS DESIRE
BUT YOU KNOW
LOT THAT YOU KNOW
 YOU FALL, I CRAWL AND NEVER DIE
SO LONG, SAY ONE LAST GOOD-BYE
SAY ONE LAST GOOD-BYE
SAY ONE LAST GOOD-BYE
I'LL BE YOU...
BUT YOU KNOW
BUT YOU KNOW
 BUT YOU KNOW
LOT THAT YOU KNOW

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WALLS
ALL AROUND ME, OH HOW THEY BOUND ME
DID I LET IT, SURE I COULD OF SET IT
THAT YOU WERE UPHILL, A TEST OF MY WILL
WITNESS TO MY KILL, AND I'M GONE
I KNOW YOU'VE GOT TO GO
YOU THREW ME UNDER, BELOW
I GAVE YOU CHANCE AFTER CHANCE
UNREAL, YOU TRIED TO STEAL
FROM ME, MY DIGNITY
NO WAY, YOU'VE GOT TO PAY
SHOW ME FREEDOM
THE KIND I KNEW SO LONG AGO
SHOW NO FEELING
THE WAY THE HATE COULD COME AND GO
I KNEW YOU HAD NO CLUE
UNTIL YOUR LIFE WAS THROUGH
YOU'LL SEE YOU STILL OWE ME
UNTIL I HEAR YOU SCREAM
IT SEEMS I HAVE TO WAIT
UNTIL YOU MEET YOUR FATE
SHOW ME FREEDOM
THE KIND I KNEW SO LONG AGO
SHOW NO FEELING
THE WAY THE HATE COULD COME AND GO
YOUR REIGN IS ENDING
AND MY PAIN IS ENDING
SHOW ME FREEDOM
SHOW ME FREEDOM
SO SLOW TIME SEEMS TO FLOW
IT SEEMS TOO FAR TO GO
BUT I WILL GET THERE I KNOW
AND WHEN YOU MEET YOUR END
I'M FREE, START LIFE AGAIN
AND I WON'T LOOK BACK AT YOU
STILL BESIDE ME, BUT NOW THEY HIDE ME
DIDN'T  LET IT, THERE I WENT AND SAID IT
THAT THEY BECAME ME, I'M NOT THE SAME ME
YOU CAN'T SHAME ME
I'M GONE
I'M GONE

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VICTIM OF THOUGHT
FEAR, ANXIETY
RAGE ON FIRE, GREED
ALL I KNOW, IT SEEMS, IS SLOWLY FADING
ALL THE LOVE AND HATE BURN TOGETHER, FATE
ALL IT SEEMS OF LATE IS SLOWLY FADING
SO MANY THOUGHTS AND SO MUCH TIME
STILL THINKING IT OVER; MY ONLY CRIME
ĎCAUSE I HAD TO KNOW, AND YOU HAD TO SHOW
STILL THINKING IT OVERAM I A VICTIM OF...
VICTIM OF MY OWN
OF MY THOUGHTS...MY...MY
OF MY THOUGHTS
STILL FEEL THEM ALL AROUND ME, SOME NEVER FOUND ME
SOME NEVER FOUND ME
STILL FEEL THEM ALL AROUND ME, SOME NEVER FOUND ME
AM I A VICTIM OF...
JUST ONE VICTIM OF...
ONE VICTIM OF MY OWN THOUGHTS
CANíT SEE WHAT YOU WANT TO DO, I LOOK AT YOU, YOU TURN AWAY
YOU WALK AWAY, IT HAPPENS ALMOST EVERYDAY, YOUíVE GOT TO
HELP ME, HELP ME, GOT TO HELP ME FIND A WAY
AND MY FRUSTRATION IS YOU
IS YOU
OF MY THOUGHTS, WHEN MY FRUSTRATION IS YOU
FRUSTRATION IS YOU, FRUSTRATION IS YOU

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LEAVE ME IN PEACE
DARKNESS FALLS, THATíS WHEN SHE CALLS
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
DIDNíT TELL ME
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME 
JUST TO BLEED ME
I GO MY WAY YOU 
ALWAYS FIND ME
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHATíS LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME,
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
USED TO EXIST IN A WAY THAT WAS EASY
NOW IíM IN TROUBLE YOU JUST WONíT RELEASE ME
DIDNíT TELL ME
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME 
JUST TO BLEED ME
I GO MY WAY 
YOU ALWAYS FIND ME
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHATíS LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME, 
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
HARD TO RESIST WHEN TEMPTATION SURROUNDS ME
LEAVE ME IN PEACE I WAS FINE TILL YOU FOUND ME
I HEAR CALLING - EYES ARE BURNING
YEARNING - CALLING - ARMS ARE CLOSING
DIDNíT TELL ME 
WHEN SHE HELD ME
ONLY NEED ME 
JUST TO BLEED ME
NO NEED TO FIND ME
IíLL COME WHEN YOU SAY
YOU KNOW WHAT TO SAY
YOUíLL MAKE ME STAY
I WILL PLAY YOUR SICK FOOL
I WILL BEND TO YOUR RULE
WHATíS LOCKED INSIDE MIGHT SAVE ME
SO OFF I GO AGAIN
OFF I GO AGAIN 
HARD TO RESIST WHEN TEMPTATION SURROUNDS ME
LEAVE ME IN PEACE I WAS FINE TILL YOU FOUND ME

 

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GLITCH
THE DREAMS THAT I HAVE JUST WONíT GO AWAY
FOR AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER ITíS BEEN THE SAME WAY
IS IT GUILT? MAYBE SHAME? SENSELESS SORROW SO THEY SAY
A PAST LIFE MISTAKE IíM PAYING FOR
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CANíT EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM TO FIND?
IíD BE SOMEONEíS SICK EXPERIMENT IF I TOLD THEM WHAT IíVE SEEN
IíD BE FORCED TO SLEEP CONNECTED TO MACHINES
IS IT GUILT? MAYBE SHAME? SENSELESS SORROW SO THEY SAY
A PAST LIFE MISTAKE IíM PAYING FOR
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CANíT EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM ?
SLEEPING, WONDERING
AWAKING TO NOTHING
SCREAMING, HOPING
SLEEP THROUGH THE HAUNTING
I NEVER WANTED TO BE LIKE THIS, BUT WHAT I WANT DOESNíT MATTER
IíM NOT THE ONLY ONE THATíS HURT AND IíLL SAY IíM SORRY
WHAT I SEE IS SO REAL
CANíT EXPLAIN HOW IT FEELS
AND MAYBE IT WILL PASS WITH TIME
IS THERE SOMETHING I DREAM ?
GLITCH IN MY HEAD
THE DREAM HAS BEGUN
ANOTHER RESTLESS NIGHT
AGAIN DARKNESS HAS WON
WHAT I SEE, IS IT GUILT, HOW I FEEL
WHAT I SEE, ITíS SO REAL, HOW I FEEL
ITíS SO REAL, HOW I FEEL, ITíS SO REAL

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CRAWLING
I AM COMPASSION
I AM DISDAIN
I AM IMMORTAL
I'M WHAT REMAINS
AND WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
YEAH, WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
'CAUSE THAT DAY WAS COMING AND I'D GET TO YOU
I'M HERE TO TAKE YOU
AND SHOW YOU A GAME
IT'S WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME
YEAH, WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME
AND THERE IS NO PRETENDING
AS OUR TIME IS ENDING
AND WE'RE BOTH DESCENDING
WILL I MAKE IT HOME?
HIT MY FACE WITH DISGRACE AND I'M FALLING
BLACK IS CALLING
STILL, I'M FALLING
AS I'M CRAWLING
I HATE TO BREAK THIS TO YOU
I'M WHAT REMAINS
AND WHAT BROUGHT ME HOME?
WELL I'M WHAT TAKES YOU INSIDE
AND I'M WHAT SHOWS YOU WHAT'S ON YOUR MIND
WILL I MAKE IT HOME?
HIT MY FACE WITH DISGRACE AND I'M FALLING
BLACK IS CALLING
AS I'M FALLING
STILL I'M CRAWLING

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REAL
 I'LL WRITE THIS MESSAGE TO MYSELF
IN CASE I'LL LISTEN
I'VE LEARNED A LESSON FOR MYSELF
ABOUT HOW I'M LIVING
I'VE TRIED, I'VE TRIED TO GET AWAY
BUT ALWAYS END UP BROKEN
I'VE LIED, I'VE LIED TO MY OWN FACE,
NOT HEARING WHAT WAS SPOKEN
THAT'S HOW I FEEL,AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
AND IF I EVER SOBER UP I'LL LOOK FOR WHAT I'M MISSING
AND THEN I START TO REMEMBER
AND THEN I START TO SURRENDER
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL,
AND I SEE IT'S REALTHAT'S HOW I FEEL,
AND I SEE IT'S REAL
AND IF I EVER SOBER UP I'LL LOOK FOR WHAT I'M MISSING
AND THEN I START TO REMEMBER
IT SLOWS MY HEART TO SURRENDER
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL
THAT'S HOW I FEEL, AND I SEE IT'S REAL

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D.O.M.
AND I WAS POSSESSED BY ANGER 
AND ACTING AS IF BY HATE 
MUST HAVE REPRESSED MY THINKING 
IT'S SO KIND OF YOU TO WAIT 
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME 
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE 
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA 
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS "SEE" 
STILL ALL YOU DID SAY WAS "SEE" 
BUT THEN I TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE 
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE 
I LEARNED TO WELL 
I LEARN TO WELL 
I WAS SEARCHING FOR MY ANSWER 
CONVINCED IT WAS MY FATE 
JUST NOT KNOWING WHAT I WAS AFTER 
SO KIND OF YOU TO WAIT 
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME 
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE 
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA 
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS "SEE" 
STILL ALL YOU DID SAY WAS "SEE" 
BUT THEN I TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE 
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE 
MY HANDS WERE TIED TOGETHER IN BACK OF ME 
OH, HOW THE TABLES HAD TURNED, IF YOU HAD EYES YOU WOULD SEE 
I NEEDED MORE THAN A HAND, YOU WANTED MORE THAN A PLEA 
I COULDN'T GET TO MY KNEES, ALL YOU COULD SAY WAS
TAKE ONE MINUTE, LOOK UPON THAT TRUSTED FACE 
AND I STILL FEEL IT, BEING PUT BACK IN MY PLACE 
I LEARNED TO WELL 
I LEARN TO WELL 
I LEARNED TO WELL 
I LEARN TO WELL 

 

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VOICES 
I WAS ALMOST WHERE 
I COULD HEAR YOUR NAME 
WITHOUT FALLING DOWN TO THE FLOOR. 
I DIDN'T THINK THAT I CARED ANYMORE. 
IN MY HEAD 
YOU WERE DEAD 
I REGRET MY... 
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT, 
CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT. 
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS. 
MY MIND IS RACING, RIGHT OUT THE DOOR. 
THROUGH THE DOOR. ANYMORE? 
WHEN I STOP AND STARE 
I CAN SEE YOUR FACE 
BUT I CAN'T ERASE, WON'T LET GO, 
AND WHY I'M STANDING HERE I DON'T KNOW. 
I WISH YOU WELL, F-YOU, I WISH YOU HELL. 
YOU RAN YOUR MOUTH UNTIL YOU TRIPPED AND FELL, 
NOW YOUR VOICE IS CALLING, 
YOUR VOICE IS CALLING, YOUR VOICE IS CALLING. 
I HEAR VOICES CALLING. 
IN MY HEAD, YOU WERE DEAD. 
I REGRET MY... 
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT. 
I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT. 
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS. 
MY MIND IS RACING RIGHT OUT THE DOOR. 
RIGHT OUT THE DOOR. 
ANYMORE? 
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES.... 
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES.... 
VOICES 
FIST IS CLENCHING, BODY TIGHT. 
I CAN'T REMEMBER WHEN, I FELT SO RIGHT. 
BROKEN SILENCE, IT RAINS AND POURS. 
MY MIND IS RACING RIGHT OUT THE DOOR. 
RIGHT OUT THE DOOR. 
ANYMORE? 
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES.... 
WHEN I'M HEARING VOICES.... 
VOICES 

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WITHOUT END
  SLOWLY FEEL TIME TICK AWAY
AS WE NEAR THE FATEFUL DAY
DON'T YOU HEAR WHAT THEY WON'T SAY
VISIONS CLEAR, READ WHAT THEY SAY
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
HE SHOWED US TERROR
AND SHOWED US FEAR
THE HUMAN ERROR
DID NOT BELIEVE
COULD NOT REACH YOU, COULD NOT TEACH YOU
WHO IS GONNA SAVE US FROM OURSELVES
SO WE STAND ON RAZORS EDGE
HANG OUR HEADS OVER THE LEDGE
CLOSE OUR EYES TO OUR OWN SIN
THOSE WHO FAIL COULD NEVER WIN
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
I'M THE ONE, THE TERROR
DEEPEST LIVING FEAR
I'M THE BURNING QUESTION, THE ONE THAT DRAWS YOU NEAR
COULD NOT REACH YOU, COULD NOT TEACH YOU
WHO IS GONNA SAVE YOU FROM YOURSELVES
GREATEST FEAR, ONE STEP AWAY
ALWAYS HEAR, WHAT THEY WON'T SAY
IN A WORLD FREE OF PAIN, FREE OF FEAR, I LONG TO LIVE
IN A WORLD WITHOUT END, BUT WERE FAILING AGAIN
MY WORLD WITHOUT END IS CRUMBLING
MY WORLD
MY WORLD
MY WORLD IS CRUMBLING

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WHAT HURTS ME... 
WHEN YOU SAID YOU'D BE BACK 
YOU WENT 
AND YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD 
MY FRIEND 
YOU LEFT ME HERE TODAY 
TODAY 
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME 
'CAUSE I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS 
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME 
NO I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS ME 
WHEN YOU SAID YOU'D BE BACK 
YOU WENT 
AND YOU LEFT ME FOR DEAD 
MY FRIEND 
YOU LEFT ME HERE TODAY 
TODAY 
NOW I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME 
'CAUSE I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS 
NO I CAN'T LOVE WHAT HURTS ME 
NO I CAN'T FEEL WHAT HURTS ME 

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RIGHT TO DIE
  ALL ALONG I HELD ON STRONG TO THE DREAM
LIVE, THEN BE SET FREE
CAME AND WENT, MY LAST MOMENTS SPENT IN BETWEEN
SO IT SEEMS
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
I'VE REACHED THE END, TO MUCH TIME WAS SPENT ON THE GRIEF
WASTED MEMORIES
WE SHOULD HAVE SHINED INSTEAD OF TELLING LIES
OF OUR NEEDS, OF OUR DEEDS
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
AWAY, I'M ASKING...
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
YOU ARE DENYING MY FREEDOM TO CHOOSE
TO MUCH TIME WAS SPENT PUMPING LIFE INTO ME
TRY TO SEE
I'VE GOT TO GO, AND YOU'VE GOT TO KNOW I'M AT PEACE
WITH WHAT'S LEFT OF ME
I WAS SO MUCH MORE
GO AND CLOSE THE DOOR
LET ME GO AWAY
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME
RELEASE ME

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All lyrics written by ENERTIA - © 1996, 1997, 1999, 2003 Animated Insanity music.

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Last modified: December 23, 2003